hypocrisy is my specialty

this is my personal blog. my "reblog hella pictures" blog is glassheartsshattering-.tumblr.com. it's way nicer, although crazy because i am obsessed with many things. this blog, however, houses the inner thoughts of a selfish and insecure bitch. self esteem... i has it. funny joke, huh?
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i had a nightmare that you (the girl that i keep referring to here) read this blog, and i awoke feeling absolutely terrible.

i don’t hate you. seriously. these posts make it seem like i do, but i really don’t.

i hate how you’ve changed, but i’m happy for you. if i were you i would have ditched my sorry fat ass a longgg time ago.

i hate how you’re with him, but you weren’t aware of my feelings, so why am i angry at you? i shouldn’t be. i’m sorry.

i’m so sorry.

i really don’t hate you. don’t think for a second that i do. i dislike things about you, but i could never hate you. you’re still, in the back of my mind, one of my best friends.

lets not completely lose our bond. 

please.

i’m so sorry.

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