i hate conflicting feelings so much.
i’ve been told to make up my mind, but when you really like two amazing people, making up your mind is way fucking harder than it sounds.
they’re both funny, sweet, cute, and fun. if you want more details, click the read more, but if you don’t care, which you most likely don’t, than ignore it.
i feel extremely comfortable talking to “A” but i don’t get the butterflies every time we speak. with “D”, i can’t talk to normally without my heart racing and my words failing.
yes, i am more comfortable with “A” at this moment, but there’s something special about talking to “D” when it happens.
i have more of a change with “A”, but “D”… i don’t know, there’s just something amazing about him that A doesn’t have. maybe its beacuse D can sing and act and play guitar and he’s really smart… A is wonderful, but none of those things. well, he’s smart, but not book-smart. which is okay, i’m not book-smart either.
i just don’t know.
