hypocrisy is my specialty — "you're not ugly, society is"

this is my personal blog. my "reblog hella pictures" blog is glassheartsshattering-.tumblr.com. it's way nicer, although crazy because i am obsessed with many things. this blog, however, houses the inner thoughts of a selfish and insecure bitch. self esteem... i has it. funny joke, huh?
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“you’re not ugly, society is”

its true, yes… but only partially.

yes, i feel ugly when i look at models and celebrities, i really do

however, i also feel ugly when i look at the people around me. the normal people. the ones who think that they are ugly as well. but they really aren’t. they’re beautiful. there are so many pretty girls around me, and looking at them, thats when i feel ugly. I know that they might think that they’re ugly too, but they are so so so wrong. of course, calling myself ugly is insanely hypocritical, maybe when people see me they think, “oh, she’s really pretty, i wish i could look like her”, but i doubt they do. why would they? i’m ugly, and fat. mostly fat. but kinda ugly.

hypocrisy is my specialty.