hypocrisy is my specialty — dear life, you suck

this is my personal blog. my "reblog hella pictures" blog is glassheartsshattering-.tumblr.com. it's way nicer, although crazy because i am obsessed with many things. this blog, however, houses the inner thoughts of a selfish and insecure bitch. self esteem... i has it. funny joke, huh?
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dear life, you suck

i feel like i’m slipping under the waves, which is extremely relevant because the thought of drowning terrifies me.

the waves are dark and full of pressure and bad thoughts.

i feel like no one actually likes me, they just put up a facade because they feel sorry for me.

the poor fat and ugly and stupid and worthless girl.

i can’t do anything right.

there’s nothing special about me.

my family drives me insane.

my life is fine, its just… i don’t know.

maybe summer will be better, less pressure to be perfect

but with summer comes food and with that comes pain

i have swimming, but i hate that more than anything else.

and worst of all, i’ll be left with my own thoughts

nothing else

i’m scared.