and hes super cute and hilarious and sweet and adorable
but he’s stupid. really stupid.
and it makes me insanely sad. he has so much going for him, but no. he has a 30% in algebra 1. fucking algebra ONE. THIRTY PERCENT. he dropped german (the day before the final) because his grade was so low and the didn’t want it to affect his gpa. but his gpa is already shitty!!!!!
now i seem mean. but i’m not trying to be. i love this guy with all my heart. and i actually talk to him, unusual for me. i feel insanely sorry for him, he has a pretty good life and he’s an amazing person… but he’s also kinda the dumbest person i know. and this means that we’ll probably have no classes together next year. we had three this year until he dropped german, but he’s failing those classes. but we’re kinda friends now and i really want him in my life and i just don’t know.
i don’t care if he’s stupid. i can make him feel like he’s worth something. because he is. my friends might not like him and he might be as smart as a rock, but i love him.
all i want to do is hold him.
