so i’ve only known…TK… in person for 5 weeks. but i’ve known about him for the past three years and every time i see him for those two week periods, i fall hard. I can’t pinpoint exactly what draws me to him but its been three fucking years and every time i see him its like the beginning again. next year is my last year of sailing and it pains me to even begin to think about the fact that i might never see him again after that. i mean, yeah, there’s facebook, but thats not good enough. not at all. obviously i really like him, its been three years. thats a long time to like someone. and i know its not just lust, he’s gotten a lot less psychically attractive but i still really like him and i honestly just don’t know. i mean, i only see him for like two weeks a year and next year might be the end of that and truthfully it might end this year because he’s a great sailor and might move up but i am so attached by now and i just don’t know how i’m going to handle it. i don’t want to cry for weeks.
